星期二, 十一月 29

心情好多了。。\(0.0)/

虽然,
我跟哥哥的认识不多。。不久。。
我跟哥哥没见面过。。


可是,
哥哥给我有种安宁的感觉。。
特别是离家很远的我。。


不管,
有什么事都可以安心的跟他讲。。


今天我又烦他了!!!
我跟他讲了些我不敢跟朋友们讲的话。。
虽然很讨厌。。很不甘。。
但一看到他要帮我讨回公道。。
我就很开心了。。就不生‘他们’的气了。。
不知道为什么,每次跟哥哥聊完,心情一下就觉得好多了。。^^


虽然,
他有时会比较忙。。


但,
他还是很耐心的听我讲话。。
甚至还给我意见跟鼓励。。 
他说:
小妹,知道你难过,受了伤和被欺骗的心情,我明白的,好好让自己在家渡过,但是也不要责怪整个世界和自己。有时还是要勇敢去面对,这样你才可以走得更远。’


他的一句‘小妹’,让我感到好温馨。。
我喜欢他叫我‘小妹’。。
从来没有人会这样叫我的。。
因为我在家是最大的。。


说实在的,
我越来越喜欢他了。。
我喜欢叫他‘哥哥’。。
这样叫感觉会比较亲切。。^^


亲爱的主啊,
愿您可以远远保佑我这个‘哥哥’事事都顺顺利利的。。
愿您可以远远保佑他每天都开开心心。。
阿门。







星期六, 十一月 26

kl trip

today wan go to kl shopping with my friend.. i wan go to kl play n buy some gift to my two buddy...^^

Melia kl

Time squre

let go see a nice movie... twilight saga

let take a nice picture, friends

Go home~ Go home lo...

星期四, 十一月 17

找回自我

      不知道什么时候,我从开朗的人变成了哀伤的人。不知道的什么时候,我失去了我的笑容,所以我才要决定要找回我的笑容。我累了,我不要这样的生活,痛并快乐着真的不适合我,万事随缘,顺其自然吧,带着自己的快乐感染他人的快乐,何乐而不为呢?

        不要再为任何人烦恼,生气, 这些是不值得的。活着不管开心还是伤心, 日子都要过的啊~ 日子又不会因为你伤心,难过而停的!! 所以为何不选这开心的过每一天呢??

      说的容易,做起来还真难。在这过程,有伤心的,有苦恼的,由烦心的。这几天,我不断的祷告。希望上帝能把我们的距离拉近,不要再把我们的距离扯得更远了。最近,我发现到我们的距离有了些好的进展了。只是不知道什么时候可以像以前一样。

     在这过程,不止是友谊考验,还有我要面对即将来临考试的压力。有好几次我要放弃这友谊了。可是我不舍得啊~我的不舍,不知是否被上帝知道了??我可以深深的感觉上帝的帮助。有我的不舍,再加上上帝的帮忙,我想我会很快的熬过来的。祈求上帝可以帮帮我,阿门~



人何苦活得太累,让自己和大家都开心才是人生最美的一道风景线。

星期五, 十一月 11

11.11.11

11.11.11 is a special day...
also is first time gathering in this sem..
i go out with t3..
i fell enjoy n hapi when g out with t3...


we eat dinner together...
when we eat dinner..
we talk everything.. 
we share everything..


after finish dinner, we go to second round...
eat lok lok...


after lok lok, we go third round at in front of bejing..
we share everything funny was happen at campus.. 
make we don't want go home to slp..
we talk, talk n talk...
we laugh, laugh, laugh...


11.11.11 is special day for me...
n my happiness day when i at there...
i can share everything with t3 even din talk mind....
i like go out with them..
i like play with t3...
i fell i'm no lonely when gathering with them..


T3,
Thax...u ppl make my no lonely at there..
u all so cute...so funny...


星期四, 十一月 10

FRIEND!!!!FRIEND!!!!



This few week, i have been doing a lot of thinking about friends and the art of having a successful friendship. Three year ago, me, you n she become a good friend. For me, you n she, this three year is not long n not short . You n she ever give me happy, nice n funny life. I so happy can meet you n she in my life. You n she make my life so colorful. Every time i see back our picture, i will laugh along at there. That because our ever make some crazy thing, funny thing n foolish thing together. We have that history we can build on together.  


We are good friend not is because we were stuck in the same institution of school and we either got along with people or we were loners during recess, lunch, sporting events, weekends, etc. We are friend that is because we belief each other, can talk everything to each other even is funny, happy, sad or scare's thing. Besides that, we can give idea, opinion, information to each other.

But this few week, i fell that our friendship is become poor, bad n always quarrel until hate to see each other. This make me lazy to care about it. I every hate that ppl always 'black of face' face to me every time, plz~ don't like that, ok???


I know no ppl is prefect in this world. But plz~ control ur temper, ok???Don't curse everyone whom are with u when u r unhappy. I also is human, also have mood such as happy, angry, scare just same like u. Plz~ don't let off ur bad mood to ppl are not involved with thing that make u unhappy, k???I know you n she have many dissatisfied with me. 


NO!!! Not is me unlike together with you n she, is you n she always disregard me. Many time, i try to enter you n her world. But i can't. You n she never give me a chance to enter. Every time, when you n she are talking, i don't know what u ppl talking about. If i ask, you will give this response to, say:" This no your business.". Then???? No THEN.... 

I never care that thing even is funny or sad. I just want share with u ppl together only. You no give me chance to share something with u ppl. U ppl laugh at there n me???? Slp, ReAd, OnLiNE along at there. You know that time i fell so lonely unexpectedly. I fell i'm along at there. This place no have our friendship anymore in the beginning at poli. I want find back our friendship.





Friend, what happen with us?? what going on??? Why can't it be as easy as jumping in the sandbox and saying, "Will you be my friend?".


   



星期一, 十一月 7

孫耀威 << 不屬於我的淚 >>

断线的风筝
雨天里飞着
直到风声停了
就在最脆弱的时候 想起你了
眼泪终於悄悄掉了

我们走的路 来到了结束
残酷 我只能撑住
眼泪不属於男人的 是你说的
我又何苦坚持不肯认输

不属於我的泪 终於让我崩溃 
让未来的泪水 每一滴都是心碎
最後原来这是一种体会
被你囚禁的眼泪 也让我慢慢枯萎
不属於我的泪 不用再还给谁
用力哭出泪水 遮掩过我的伤悲
就让我流出最後的一滴泪
我转身 头也不会 男人身上不流下眼泪

我们走的路 来到了结束
残酷 我只能撑住 眼泪不属於男人的
是你说的 我又何苦坚持不肯认输

不属於我的泪 终於让我崩溃 
让未来的泪水 每一滴都是心碎
最後原来这是一种体会
被你囚禁的眼泪 也让我慢慢枯萎
不属於我的泪 不用再还给谁
用力哭出泪水 遮掩过我的伤悲
就让我流出最後的一滴泪
我转身 头也不会 男人身上不流下眼泪

不属於我的泪 终於让我崩溃 
久违了的泪水 每一滴都是心碎
到最後原来这是一种体会
被你囚禁的眼泪 也让我慢慢枯萎
不属於我的泪 不用再还给谁
哭出泪水 去掩没我的伤悲
就让我流出最后的一滴泪
我转身 头也不回 男人身上不流下眼泪